Selfish Numb
2:34 June 21, 2025
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Selfish Numb

Orange Hat Music

14 Plays
2:34 Duration
June 21, 2025 Released

Lyrics

[Verse] I left him standing in the doorway The light flickered but I didn't look back My shadow stretched thin on the pavement I swallowed the guilt like broken glass [Verse 2] His voice cracked like the wood on the floor But I tuned it out with static in my head I built walls from the echoes of my lies And buried his love beneath my indifference [Chorus] I numbed the burn with chaos and noise Drowned the silence in a sea of distortion My selfishness became my only truth The melody of destruction played on repeat [Verse 3] I wore his pain like a second skin But tore it off with trembling hands Each thread frayed into nothingness I disappeared into the void I created [Bridge] The mirror screamed back at me in fragments A reflection I couldn’t recognize I shattered it just to feel something But the emptiness only grew louder [Chorus] I numbed the burn with chaos and noise Drowned the silence in a sea of distortion My senselessness became my only truth The melody of destruction played on repeat

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